As the time of Anna’s arrival draws near I cannot help but wonder what things will be like after she gets back. Will things live up to my anticipation? Though I was much more excited near the 6th when she was going to come home, I do find it difficult to wait. I went home last night before 7:00 p.m. This is unheard of for me on a Friday night. I simply couldn’t think. Then I went to DI and bought a shirt. It’s a nice purple shirt, but I don’t normally buy things. I’m not sure that I like using shopping as a stress relief. I don’t have enough money. I will never have enough. It’s a good thing I have DI tastes instead of something more expensive.

Anyway I am excited to see Anna get back. I will be going to Elko on Monday, and coming back Tuesday. I can’t wait to see her and her family. I like her family a lot.

Now that I think about it, I’m not sure what I even anticipate. I have no guarantee that she will like me. I’ve known this for a long time, and am not overly bothered by it. I think that I am more bothered that I might like her, but that she will like me. I would hate that.